Personal avowals

• I went to the depths of Hell, which are far worse than anybody has ever described aptly. […] At the time I was an atheist. In the midst of being in this timeless Hell, a voice from within said, "If there is a God, I ask Him to help me.” I then went into oblivion and when I came out the mind was silenced. There was only a stunning awareness of all of existence as Divinity. Subsequent to that, the mind never did think again! […]
  It [hell] can be experienced by anybody, anytime if they’ve got the right karmic set-up. If they have asked the question that can only be answered in that way. Karmically, you’re driven to a certain point where you precipitate the only experience that will finally solve it. I went from atheism to spiritual despair and then into what Thoreau would call a ‘maximal possible condition’. That’s what speaks now. Interview Power vs. Force, Kathryn M. Brinkley, US-Zeitschrift Light in Times, November 2004
• I have experienced the ultra pits of hell, and the highest consciousness you can experience in this realm. Sedona Seminar Conviction, Juli 2005

• There are low planes (hells),
  intermediate planes (purgatory or limbo),
  and higher astral planes (celestial).
  These are all possible destinations of the soul or spiritual body or focus of consciousness. Each of these levels has its own hierarchies, 'Gods', and folklore which are 'real' to the inhabitants of these planes. These may be gratifying, even joyful and thrilling, but they are not enlightenment. The Eye of the I, Kapitel 9, S. 129
• Darkness ist not the opposite of goodness, it's the absence of goodness. Interview beim US-Webradio-Sender Beyond the Ordinary, 13. Juli 2004
• "Glory be to Thee.” The problem with the world is, it says, "Glory be to me!” Minor little technicality. The difference between heaven and hell! Sedona Seminar Spiritual Practices, 21. Oktober 2006
• Hell is a rudimentary state of consciousness of extreme selfishness (primitive animal nature). Interview beim US-Webradio-Sender Beyond the Ordinary 13. Juli 2004
• In Egyptian mythology, the soul goes to Hades, where the Lord of the Underworld (Osiris) sits in judgment and weighs the sinner's heart on the scales, whose destiny then hangs in the balance. To understand this depiction (which operates quite mightily in the human psyche), we first note that it is referring to the ‘underworld‘. This is the judge in the unconscious mind that is self-judging and hands out sentences of guilt, suffering, and self-hatred. This myth is an accurate depiction of the dark side of the unconscious. I. Reality Subjectivity, S. 331
• In Christianity, on judgment day, the intercessor is Jesus, the Christ, who is the witness for the soul's decision for God as the light of Truth rather than darkness. While Osiris makes one go weak with kinesiology, the intercessor / savior / Christ / teacher of Heaven makes one go strong. I. Reality Subjectivity, S. 332
• At every instant, one is really making a choice between heaven or hell. The cumulative effect of all these choices determines the calibrated level of consciousness and one’s karmic and spiritual fate. I. Reality Subjectivity, S. 397
• In the highest states and the lowest states, like the hell realm, time stops, is timeless, eternity, eons. Chicago Tageseminar, 10. April 2004
• Hell can be experienced by anybody, anytime if they’ve got the right karmic set-up. If they have asked the question that can only be answered in that way. Karmically, you're driven to a certain point where you precipitate the only experience that will finally solve it. I went from atheism to spiritual despair and then into what Thoreau would call a 'maximal possible condition'. That's what speaks now. I don't have anything to do with talking to you on the phone, today. Interview Power vs. Force, Kathryn M. Brinkley, US-Zeitschrift Light in Times, November 2004
• When you leave the physicality, you go to that which you are. You are moving closer to Divinity and then when you refuse that opportunity, you move the other way by your own choice. The complete absence of God is hell. It's agony, beyond all description. It's far beyond the most horrible imagination. It's an agony of the denial of hope forever. And in the state of the agony of hell, you experience "forever." You get what "forever" is – eternity with no hope at all. That is why I tell people don't fool around with that which is negative. You will never regret having chosen the integrous level. Sedona Seminar "God vs. Science", 17. Februar 2007
• Question: What do you do when you are attacked by demons as in severe pain or emotional disturbance?
  Answer: I know it is not me. You can reject them. You can pray for the one in you that is attracting demons and forgive yourself for having played with them. Do not play with demons. Don't go there. Sedona Seminar Spiritual Practices, 21. Oktober 2006
• Question: How deep is hell?
  Answer: It is extremely low. It is of a different dimension. If you go too low, you are easy pickings from different dimensions. You really don’t want to know about them. Take my word for it – it’s no good there. Sedona Seminar Perception vs. Essence, 22. April 2006
• The state of feeling abandoned by God and being hopeless results in a global feeling of depression and may include an alteration of the experience of time comparable to the experiencial lower levels of Hell as described by Dante: "Abandon hope all ye who enter here" This state may be a transitory phase as a consequence of intense spiritual work, especially in a devotee who throws all caution to the wind and explores the deepest levels of consciousness, at which depth the devotee intuitively senses that it is necessary to relinguish the ego and remove all doubt. Thus, this state may represent the need to reach inner validation of spiritual truth before total abandonment of the ego itself. Transcending Levels of Consciousness, Kapitel "Scham", S. 35
• Paradoxically, the dark night of the soul is often a sign of significant spiritual progress for it is not really the soul (higher Self) but the Ego that is in the 'Dark'. Some comfort can be obtained by recalling the spiritual dictum that one can only go as high as they have been low, or that Jesus Christ sweat blood in Gethsemane, or Buddha reported that he felt as though his bones were being broken and he was being attacked by demons. Transcending Levels of Consciousness, Kapitel "Scham", S. 36
• In highly advanced states, when you start to become a serious threat to those forces opposed to God, you can experience psychic attacks. They'll look for anything potentially vulnerable in you, some chakra out of balance, some positionality still held. Sedona Seminar Thought and Ideation, bereit gestellt von Consciousnessproject.org, 28. Februar 2004
  Dr. Hawkins talks extensively about this in I. Reality and Subjectivity, and Transcending the Levels of Consciousness. With regards to his own experiences in growing, he mentions how he is attacked at each step by energies of the lower ego states that had accumulated in consciousness over great expanses of time. then he says, It is as though the very foundations of the ego are strongly defended, and the defense increases in intensity as its survival is threatened.

• Judgment day is every day; it is already here and is constant and unending.

• Judgment day is not a future event. It is "always” – "isness.” Sedona Seminar Realization of the Self as "I" , 1. November 2003
• "Judgment Day" happens every day; it’s automatic, instantaneous. Seminar in Tustin, 22. November 2003
• Hell can be useful for turning people around. [paraphrased] Sedona Seminar Practical Spirituality, 25. Oktober 2008